I feel like I have WAY too much responsibility for someone my age. Ugh. Working 2 jobs WHILE going to college full time. Paying for my own shit, my own car, my own clothes, my own gas. Learning to cook, wash my clothes, and basically survive on my own. Driving my sister literally across the city every day just so she can go to school. Helping out my friends with all their needs, even financial needs sometimes.
Ughh. I gotta do it cause I wanna help my momma with everything. It must’ve been hard for her raising us 4 kids by herself all these years without any support from my fucking stupid dumbfucking father. I just wanna finish college so I can make bank so my mom don’t hafta work anymore.
I fuckin get irritated when I see other people complaining about their family, about their parents, about their lives. Oh how I wish I could switch places with those guys for a day to so I could relax again. But whatever. I really can’t complain much cause I know there are kids all over the world who do anything to be in my place, despite how shitty my situation is.
Thank You God for everything. Thank You for giving me this life so I can use it how You intended to help others more in need.
Ughh, this is just my vent from my breakdown earlier this morning. :/
